Note About Family in My Diary

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My life is a sea of endless hardship. Struggling to open my heavy eyes, I began my busy day. After finishing my routine job drowsily before the first lark awaked, I had to clean the grand villa inside and out, finish washing piles of dirty clothes and prepare breakfast for the whole family. One after another, they got up and went downstairs, wearing tired expressions on their faces, as if they had done household chores for a whole night instead of sleeping comfortably in the soft and warm bed.

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I smiled a smooth smile towards all of them, although I wanted to tear at them in the deep bottom of my heart. All of them ill-treat me, including my mother, who is my dear mother, but my master now. Since she divorced with my father, my carefree childhood has become a piece of bittersweet history covered with dust. This grand villa is like a crystal palace to others, however, it is the hell full of misery to me.

“God Damn! You fool must have shirked on the cleaning…” Peter, the son of my mother and her present husband, found a dead fly lying in a tiny corner of the washroom and jumped with anger.Before my explanation and realization, he gave me a slap on the cheek. In the mist of my eyes, I caught a slight smile on my mother. On the way to market, I came across my father. Spontaneously, I was surrounded by the sea of warmth and kindness, I burst into tears and poured out the bitterness of my life.

”Please! Please let me leave that castle of misery, Dad! I would like to be with you no matter how poor you are…” My beloved dad stroked my hair without saying anything. I could feel his slight tremble and waves of love, which I had almost forgotten as time passed by. Suddenly, he said to me earnestly: ”You have been a lady of 20, old enough to take your own responsibilities. Life belongs to you, and no one can offer you a real help except yourself…” … I woke up, only to find the whole room was still buried in endless darkness and it was just a dream! I struggled to sit on and took a deep breath. My terrible life in the nightmare showed continuously in my mind, together with my father’s words. With trembling hands I wiped the stream of sweats and tears on my face. Luckily enough, I live a life of ease in reality. Under considerate cares of my parents, I am enjoying a more comfortable life than my peers, without worrying about almost anything. My parents and I have been living harmoniously and peacefully since my memory started. However, as time passes by, I am used to taking their loves and cares as granted. Only at that moment did I realize how happy I am. By comparing my dream with the reality, I found myself as blissful as a little princess. Moreover, I would like to thank the nightmare for giving me some experience and understanding on tragedy. No one wants to be involved in a tragedy, but when it falls into our lives unexpectedly, we should try our best to challenge and conquer it. I wish tragedy will be a permanent stranger to me, but I am fully aware that it is impossible. Everyone’s life is bridge from the cradle to the grave and it is full of barriers and thorns. But no matter what happens, I will keep in mind what father said in my dream and face challenges with pride and courage.

Dear Diary

My Mother has just spoken with me about marriage to man called Paris. But 'it is a honour I do not dream of'. I just cant believe that my parents want to marry me off so young, I was only considering it to keep my parents happy, but this evening changed my mind. I met a wonderful young man last night whom I have fallen deeply in love with. Romeo is his name, I knew it was love the at the first glance when our eyes met and we were unable to draw ourselves apart, I stared at him for what seemed like forever.

All the music and excitement of the party seemed to be swirling around me, I felt somewhat distant from the people that surrounded me. He started coming towards me, I felt hot but excited, he looked so beautiful, with his soft pastille face and deep green eyes, I wanted to hold him so tightly (quote) , his kiss felt soft , it felt so right we were perfect for each other. I wanted him to hold me forever I felt safe in his arms as though nothing could hurt me, I knew it was going to be a great night.

Nurse interrupted us, I saw a glint in her eyes that she saw how much we loved each other, ' Madam, your mother craves a word with you' she whispered to me, I had to leave Romeo we exchanged looks again, I never wanted to leave him, it was then that nurse told me that my love was a Montague 'My only love sprung from my only hate,' my whole world shattered around me, how can this be happening to me that 'I must love a loathed enemy'. I had to get a hold of myself ' what's in a name'.

I didn't care what the nurse had just told me, I had fallen in love and that was it, I rushed down stairs back to the party but my Romeo was no where to be seen. How can this love disappear from my life now? Later that evening a unexpected visitor arrived at my balcony, I was so please to see Romeo, I thought that we would never see him again, it was then I knew his love for me, he risked his life just to see me, I knew that if anyone found him, he would be killed, so I was extremely cautious about anyone seeing him.'

Romeo Romeo, wherefore art thou Romeo? Deny thy father and refuse thy name; or if thou wilt not, be but sworn my love, and I'll no longer be a Capulet', My words seemed to run away with me, I knew that this was right, I didn't want to be married of to some man who I didn't even know, Romeo is the one, and I am sure he feels the same way. ' My bounty is as boundless as the sea, my love as deep; the more I give to thee the more I have, for both are infinite'.

I made a promise to him that I would become his wife, I didn't care about my family, all I wanted was my dear Romeo, he made me happy and says the most beautiful things to me, unlike the unworthy Paris. I heard the nurse calling, I hurried Romeo out as I didn't want anyone to find him here, we rushed to say good bye, I found it so hard, again it was like when we first meet I never wanted to let him go, I wish I could just leave my life now and start again' Sweet, so would I, Yet I should kill thee with much cherishing. Good night, good night! Parting is such sweet sorrow, that I shall say good night till it be morrow.