Where has the time gone? It’s already the end of my junior year 17 years young and almost a senior! I can’t even believe it myself. I remember my first year being a freshman thinking that 2014 is a long time away! Now that’s 2013 and only a year away. High school goes so by so fast I can barley recall it. So they say high school is suppose to be the time of your life, it’s seriously the hardest and most stressful time. I can’t wait to be standing in my graduation gown and starting college!
As my freshman year self sat and thought what I wanted to be and what college I wanted to go I didn’t care as much referring that I didn’t know much, I didn’t know a lot of information about the schools and what that offered. All I was interested in was where it was located and how big it was. I knew that I wanted to be an English teacher and go to the party school! Chico University. I didn’t have much maturity back then all I was focused on was getting high, every second of the day. My grades were dropping with D’s and F’s not because I was stoned out of my mind 24/7 but because I didn’t care. I didn’t care if I was going to graduate high school or pass. With that attitude I did fail a couple classes I had to attend summer school when I could have just had my head on straight and finish what I needed at the time instead of wasting unescarry time. With that happened there’s nothing I can do about it then be wiser and actually pass. My freshman mind was all about where the party was. I didn’t look into full details or anything.
As my sophomore year went by I thought about not too much, still wanted to be an English teacher! Wasn’t so sure if I wanted to go to Chico, but I defiantly had my mind set on going to college. Nothing went by mind to much what I wanted to do I just wanted to sit there do what I needed to do to get the year through with.
This year my junior year, I got a change in my direction. Where I wanted to go and what I wanted to be. I’ve noticed in myself a lot maturity and growth that pass two years. I may have not made all the changes that need to be finalized but for now I’m happy and everything is smooth sailing. For the rest of the year I plan on getting good grades all C+ and B’s and as well keeping me nose clean! Over the years I’ve noticed that teenagers are getting dumber and dumber with their choices. I mean I made a lot of bad choices, I’m not perfect but I have defiantly learned from my mistakes and growing into a young lady. I plan on going to Western Washington, it has my full interest!
I’m absolutely in love with Bellingham. I don’t quite have my eye on any other schools but anywhere I can get my Bachelor’s degree I’m defiantly down to go! I have my heart set though; once I get my first two generals down I want to start studying to become a probation officer. I find it really hard just to stand back and watch all these teenagers’ ruins there lives like its nothing. I mean I know you only live once but they’re living like no one should be living. Like I said I’ve made a lot of bad decisions but I don’t make them no longer my focus is on getting an educations and graduating high school and college! These teenagers aren’t realizing what they’re throwing down the drain.
I mean probation officers aren’t dumb but I feel as if they’re blinded. I know that they are clearly aware of what teenagers are getting into but they’re letting them off easy. Teenagers are getting in trouble for constantly skipping school like coming once a week or getting their hands on big drugs. Drugs that 13, 14, and 15’s shouldn’t have any contact with. I plan on being very disciplinary strict and big hearted. If you aren’t going to stand your grounds with teenagers they’re going to walk all over you and manipulate you, as I know I’m a teenager myself. Been there done that kind of deal.
After graduated from high school and college I see myself living in a southern type of state like Alabama, Texas, or Missouri. No particular reason other than their southern accents and them country boys! I want to get married to a Military-country man. You know, that kind that opens your door, has that southern accent, says ma’am and sir! I see myself married, having one baby boy, and a good job on my hands. I want to be wealthy-ish, who doesn’t? I myself not me and my husband.
I don’t want to be reliable on any guy; I want to have my own money.With my good job I want to have at least two nice cars of my own. A range roover and an Infiniti! They’re so sexy! I don’t want to live in a big mansion or a big fancy house. I want to have a cute little one story humble home with a lot of windows! I kind of home where I live by a lot of neighbors and right next to the shore!
Life has a lot of ups and downs and a lot of unexpected opportunities. I don’t ever want to see myself jobless or educations because I know for damn well I have a lot of self determination and motivation to become a successful knowledgeable young lady!