I hope this letter could make up for the past years, because ever since you’ve came back to my life I feel completed , because you have been the only one that I could tell my little dirty secret and not feel the urge to feel ashamed because you would never in a million years judge me , you were my only true friend that knew who I truly was, and have never ratted me out that why I have love you more than anything in this world for this long. Nevertheless, this past few days it feels like part of you haven’t forgiving me yet for the ways I treated you back then when I was still a little boy.
I neglected you like you were nothing compared to something, the distress and shame I caused you, and also putting everyone else needs before yours especially my selfish self centered girlfriend who want it all , but don’t blame her blame me because I was the stupid one who never knew wrong from right like I said I was still a little kid, but now that i am all grown up i realize my mistake for letting you go I should have fight for you, for us because back then I never realize how much you meant to me until you left, because each day that you were gone and not by my side I felt really lonely even my girlfriend and family could bring back the joy and happiness that we had, but I never meant to hurt you I just thought because no one could see you I could treat you any how I want, and since you were on my head I never thought you could leave me, and am really sorry for that.
I know having an imaginary friend at the age of 35 might seem crazy to other people who don’t understand but I don’t care because with you I feel comfortable an safe, and all I have ever wished for is that one day you would come back. In conclusion, now that you are back I want to make up for the past 23 years ,and even it mean by leaving my girlfriend am ready to make the sacrifice I just want everything to go back to the way they were except for the neglecting part, and I promise you would always come first no matter the circumstances i am in. this has being really tough for me, but I just want to ask why did you ever left me was it the stuff I did to you, because if it is I take full responsibly for my action, or if it something else let me know so I don’t go through life feeling guilty for something I never did. Tell me what can I do to make the pain go away, or at least could you tell me how feel towards me because am done being kept in the dark. please just forgive me because I really missed you so much, and now that you are back I just want to everything better than it was please!